HATS OFF SOON!

Graduation is suppose to be a time of happiness at the completion of school... But I feel so sad. Everyone parting into their own lives, where we make something out of ourselves. I know we must all move on but why does it have to be so hard? This picture was of my high school graduation.. It doesn't seem THAT long ago...

Today I received my nursing badge. It proudly declares my future, as a nurse.. People's lives will be in my hands, but I am safe knowing that my life is in God's hands.. So they must be in good hands right? :D

Life goes on, I can be rest assure that God goes with me and new things that have opened up in my life show God's provision and love for me. He believes in me as I believe in Him.. Thank You, Lord... :D

All that I am

I know that I am suppose to be doing something right now, cause there's a million things to do,

But all I want to be doing, and all I feel like doing, is just wanting to be with You.

I feel so exhausted and drained, although I haven't done much,

Try to find release, find a way to let go, when all I need is Your touch,

And be refreshed from the beginning, finding comfort and love in Your arms,

When all that I am in You is secure and far away from harm

When I feel I can do anything, just by asking You

When I feel that anything You ask of me I will surely do...

Where I feel all is well, and all is overseen

Where I feel there are countless angels watching over me

Where I know You are God and only You shall prevail

Where I know that Your huge love for me, will never ever fail

I love that you will reach me, surpassing any lengths

I love You, with all my heart, all my body and all my strength

-Angela Tin, 2010

In CEBU! WOoHOo...

I am half way to the US! YAY!! I can't wait to go home.. I want to work and stuff.. I miss home, I miss people that love me the way I am.. I feel loved in US, in Philippines, but in Australia, by only a few... Just my really good friend which I dont have to struggle to keep friendship.. I have few but wonderful friends... at least 6 or 7 of them.. I am so blessed to have them...

I miss my brothers and my family, my sisters and such.. Even my rebellious adopted brother who got a girl pregnant. Who steals and is careless with life..

Lord, help me. I am so mixed with feelings..

the study.... sigh....

I am sooooo tired... I have just had 3 days of study and I know its not a lot but I think I am POOPED! hahahahaha... so anyways, I am studying but now, actually I am blogging because I realized that I haent been blogging since a long time ago and I should right?? sigh... I love cows... did I mention? Wel, I know I am blogging to the dark because I am sure that no one actually reads the crap I write.. Well not all of it is but.. Sometimes I just want to write.. even when there is no reason... This time I have a reason, called "procrastination" hahaha... Anyways I better get back to my sad studies... :D Hope the dark is doing well... :D I sure do miss my family and the Philippines... I miss balut and the people that shout "TAHO!!" in the early morning, and me rushing out to get some... hahaha... sigh.. the good ole days... And the days when I wanna bake banana cake early at midnight, I can because the supermarkets in the US open 24 hours! Unlike Perth, Australia, where shops ALL close at 7 the latest.. 95% close at 5pm... SIGH! Anyways, I will go home soon... My time here has be very rewarding.. I think that I have made a lot of friends and found my love in God and the love that God has for me...

I'm in the US and this is what I have been doing...

CHRISTMAS TIME! :D

BROWNIE MAKING... MMmmm

ROCKBAND! :P SOo much FUNNN!

ROCKY, da-ling... :D

SUSHILAND!!! OH SO YUMMY!

Prancer... hehe

New YEARS!

New Year's Dinner

ROCKY SWEETHEART!

MAHJONG WITH family... :P


MOMMY AND I

CHRIS AND JON

Well, I had a great time over here, full of happiness and excitement. I really miss it here so much... Miss it too much that it makes me want to stay here and not go back. But, I have to be patient and wait on the Lord, I need to be who He wants me to be there in AUstralia so He can mould me. I just love my family so much. Give me strength, O God...

Strength will rise as we wait upon the Lord,

Wait upon the Lord,

We will wait upon the Lord...

Our God, You reign forever.... Our hope, our strong deliverer...

You are the EVERLASTING GOD, the EVERLASTING GOD, You will not faint, You won't grow weary...

You're the defender of the weak, You humble those in need. You lift us up on wings like eagles...

How can I keep from singing???? and dancing???

How can I keep from singing Your praise!!

How can I ever say enough?! How amazing is Your LOVE!

How can I keep from shouting Your name???

I know I am loved by the King, and it makes my heart wanna sing! :D

I will lift my eyes, in the darkest night...

For I know my Savior lives

And I will walk with You,

Knowing You'll see me through...

And sing the songs You give! :D

I can sing in the troubled times

Sing when I win

I can sing when I lose my step... and fall down again

I can sing cause You pick me up

Sing cause You're there

I can sing cause You hear me Lord... when I call to You in prayer

I can sing with my last breath!!!

Sing for I know,

that I'll sing with the angels and the saints around the throne!!!!

I cannot stop!! I really can't!!! He is so amazing!! His great love, His faithfulness and His grace!!! Is toooooooo amazing!

Song by Chris Tomlin... :D The pic is my brother btw... :P

The CARE PLAN

This is not the care plan BTW... :D It's much more threatening than this.. there is a secret reason why there are gummy bears on this post.. :D

The assignment almost every Semester 2 nursing student is dying in... It isn't as hard as it is in reality but it is much harder when you are in uni getting it marked by someone whose knowledge goes way beyond your own. I actually really like doing things related to my course and in future we will be doing these type of plans for client/patients...

ANYWAYS, so today was a good day. I was happy, lively, and best of all, I got to hang around the people I care about in Australia. I feel so happy because of God that I DANCED in the street in BROAD DAYLIGHT! Now that I think about it, I am like, "Oh my..." But I couldn't help it, I just couldn't... BUT I don't regret it... I thought it was so great. I felt so energetic and it was like God was laughing with me and smiling at me, shaking His head side to side going, "....what a wacky kid....". :D I am wacky and lovin' it because I do things that I never thought I would do because of how much I feel inside of me. He is just so amazing, I can't contain it! :D

sigh...